well i am gonna get back into writing poems i've written a few..it will be a few before i submit them..i'm slowly but surely getting back into the groove of poems...i just lost myself in my ability in writing..trying to get that confidence back.

wow its been forever an a day. lol..i just cant seem to be able to write poems anymore...im trying..its just hard now..its sad

so wow..man its been awhile..well im in college..yeah. fun fun...met some pretty awesome ppl here..and yeah i like someone here..which i think is bad...here is why..they are older and have many other prettier girl friends..i dont see them actually liking me..yeah...they have a freakin great personality..but i just dont see it happening for me..im trying to make myself stop liking them before i get hurt or something...yeah im done ranting i think....oh yeah i have a beta fish name Atticus..he is albino!!

i think people here should get a myspace cuz its cool and i have one for some time now....yeah and its a great way to meet new people..ok i'm done

So yeah my bday is tomorrow. woohoo i guess i'm excited. I'll be 17. hmmm life has been ok i guess. lot of stuff happen and stressful people coming an going. its retarded.i say hi to people online but never get a response back. sux hard-core man. makes me feel special. well anyways till later days